thinking is therapeutic
I’ve done a fair bit of thinking, and I’ve come to a glaringly obvious conclusion: I’m tired of being emo. I’m not a bright person by nature, and I’m more likely to fall into depression if I’m left on my own to wallow in my misery.
Which is why I’m changing. Or trying to change, anyway. It’s a new year, and the start of a new decade. Time to let the light in and clean up.
So, yeah - the first thing to go was all the emo posts this year. I was being stupid and self-indulgent by throwing my own pity parties, when there were so many other things I had to do which I neglected in favour of buttering my own ego.
The next was the blogskin. Too dark, too opressive, and if anything, downright depressing. D: I love Vincent, and will always love him, but seriously he’s been up as my header for more than a year already. Time to give him a bit of a rest, I think.
To be honest, I don’t exactly like this blogskin, but it’ll have to wait until I find something else that I actually like.
On another note, the holidays are FINALLY HERE. 
I’m enjoying the all-too-rare privilege of waking up at 9 am again.
I really live too far away from college, I usually have to wake up at 6 every morning just to travel to the West. Argh. But, for the sake of academia and ‘A’s, I have no choice but to persevere.
I’ve been clearing up my room over the past few days. It’s shocking how I actually managed to sleep, study and stone in it given the amount of dust, dirt, clutter and various unidentifiable insect carcasses that have somehow collected in the corners. Blame school. I wake up in the morning, feeling so crappy, head to college, engage in CCA, and come back well past sundown, exhausted. Weekends are spent mugging and/or recovering from the week’s horrors.
On the matter of Arsenal, I will always continue to support them no matter what, though I admit I will be disappointed if Fabregas leaves, since he is so key to Arsenal’s midfield. :/ I’ve been praying and hoping that when push comes to shove, he’ll stay and prove himself a true red-and-white Gunner.
Okay, that’s it for now.
Peace.
Nikolas
